So the journey begins.........

Friday, August 05, 2005
Okay this is my first post and I'm sure it won't be the last. As I approach my next major birthday my life is in flux, but it is also coming into focus for me. I'm starting a new career, finishing my last degree, and embarking on a whole new adventure for myself. This blog will document that adventure. For the purpose of this journey, call me Red Velvet. If you have any questions or comments please feel free to leave them and I'll do my best to respond. Enough of the preliminaries though. Here we go with our torrid tale of my indoctrination.

As you will come to understand through the course of this journal, I am what can be described as hypersexual. By that I mean, good sex can charge my batteries and turn me into the Sexual Energizer Bunny. It's great for me BUT it can be bad for my partner at the time. There has been very little out of the realm of possibility for me to engage in sexually and for that I have, as have my partners, incredibly happy. We can talk more about my overall sex life later because this is about one aspect of that life in particular.

I have always been intrigued by BDSM. However, anyone I knew that attempted it with me either didn't know what they were doing or they couldn't really get into it. So here I am at several proverbial crossroads and one of the evaluations I had to make of course was now that I was ready to leave the celibacy pool how and with whom would I proceed. I thought back to when I had the most fun and why it was fun and what was I really looking for in a partner. Then it hit me, not literally at that moment but it would later, I was happiest when I was truly being out of "character" when compared to my daily life. When I was allowing myself to submit to my partner. When I allowed my being and my body to be used for his pleasure. When my spirit was in his possession, my mind was at peace. And let's face it, I came like the sky had cracked open with a bolt of thunder. So with this regained knowledge I set my brain to figure out who could take me there again. And thankfully for me, and you if you are remotely interested in all of this, I met someone via the net that shoved me bound and gagged into the world I will eventually call home.

Peace for now. But I'll be back later to tell you about my seduction and welcoming into His world.

---Red Velvet

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