lucky me the aftermath :-)

Wednesday, October 19, 2005
okay so yesterday's post ended with me a little frustrated. well that's an understatement now isn't it lol? anyway, as i believe i have said here before He frustrates me. sometimes it seems that He delights in the frustration because He knows He has the power to effect me so. HOWEVER, my anger was real and palpable last night when we finally sat down to talk. it's amazing how quickly it dissipated all things considered. He said His piece and i said mine and while neither side admitted defeat as it were, we came to a workable truce. He knew i was upset and He knew why, He didn't understand it because His nature is to use bits and pieces of scattered conversations to spur topics elsewhere. however, my feelings of violation had to be acknowledge and atoned for in some small way. i'm not even clear on what He did at this point because it wasn't a command (that wouldn't have worked anyway) or a flat out apology but it was a respecting of the space i needed/wanted in those situations. He was okay with and before too long we were both smiling again. i can't say all is right with the world there are still things we have to deal with but i can unlace the sneakers for a minute and rest.

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  1. Just be careful... For me.. this is a red flag...
    What you share with someone even out of aa D/s encounter doesn't have to be dispayed in derision by any meaning...
    Thinking of you...

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