french vanilla and almonds

that's what my office smells like now. i slipped back into my favorite bath junkie scent and that is lulling me into a further state of calm. i love the smell. it's ridiculous how much i love the smell. i avoided getting the bubble bath the last time i went in (instead got another bottle of the lotion). but i may suck that up and go get it today. i have been avoiding my pampering lately and i am unsure as to why. i need a pedicure and i would love to have someone wash my hair. it isn't that i can't do it myself (the hair washing that is, i refuse to do my own pedicures) but i really like having someone else's hands on my head. it's a great sensation. i need to schedule my appointment with the hairdresser soon so i can be beyond adorable when i leave for Memphis. i can't do either this evening though. i need to run to the store and then run to my couch and sleep.

i am unusually sleepy this morning and i don't know why that is. i slept okay even though i dreamt about oversleeping lol. me and princess bear zonked out relatively early for me. but my 10AM appointment no showed so i have been allowed to be still for several moments now and it's not helping the waking up process at all. i have four more clients scheduled today lol. if they all no show then i have a lot less paperwork to do tomorrow afternoon.

something else has become clear to me during my pondering time. my doubts about Emperor and i really come to the surface late at night. somewhere around midnight if i'm still awake it sets in and nags away at me if i let it. i often distract myself with something inane until i can dose off but last night the voice was louder. probably because that part of me that waits for Him is lonely and all of her happy association with Him is being overshadowed by the doubt. i eventually made them both shuddup and said my silent prayer that always calms my nerves. ok i just typed something i had to erase because it was a lie lol. i felt better and more at ease so i fell deep into sleep and enjoyed it. i miss His voice more than anything else right now. hopefully i'll hear it again soon. okay for now i'm gone away. enjoy your mornings/afternoons or evenings.

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Myrna Loy
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