generally speaking, i think i'm horny

Sunday, December 11, 2005
well i guess i can't scratch i think i am horny for i am. but don't get misled by the title of the post my brain is gonna ramble so just be prepared. i got my plane ticket to go see my family for the holidays which i am excited about. i miss them all and it will do me good to see them. but then i had to spend like 30 minutes searching for a matching return flight for my mother that wouldn't cost and arm and a leg because she HAD to fly with me. oh well it's taken care of. i paid my car and renter's insurance and spent way too much time searching for perfume yesterday. i am so not a girly girl so these random purchases i make are with great thought and after soliciting lots of advice. after talking to three of my girlfriends and twice as many men i settled on the following scents for one basic reason. every man questioned about them would have bent said female wearing them over the closet piece of furniture and fucked her into an orgasm induced coma. i'm sure my results will vary but we'll see how it goes.

  • 212 by carolina herrera
  • for her by narciso rodriguez
  • contradiction by calvin klein--i adore this scent unlike anything else and hey i am ms contradiction lol
  • paris hilton self-titled scent

yes even i was shocked by the last one but saying you'd allow a woman to sit on your face in the middle of a shopping center is a ringing endorsement. i guess skanky works lol. so now i have smell goods to spray on me and i may or may not wear them in memphis this weekend. i'm leaning towards may not. i'd hate to be smelling bend overable with no Emperor in sight. there are tons of men in town that would bend me over but what i want is clear across country. now i have no idea when or how we are going to see one another again but for now i need to be a good girl and behave.

now as for the rest of why i started. i am unbelievably horny the last few days. the only thing that has kept me from diddling myself all day has been the fact that i'm either too busy or too sleepy to do it all day. the few moments i have indulged i keep seeing this photo...



sorry kitties. i've killed a bunch of you this last year. even moreso since meeting Emperor. my submission has made me even more hypersexual than i have been prior to meeting Him. and it always amazes me that there are submissives that don't go beyond the play with their Doms. being that physically charged and then having no release would be terribly traumatic. yes i adore pleasing Him and in a small way i get some satisfaction from that but the physical connection at that moment is electric it is beyond a let down to not complete the circuit lol. i want to be used harshly and for a lengthy period of time. i want to feel by breath struggling to escape. i want Him to growl at me to drop to my knees and service Him. i want to be a quivering pile of flesh after His fingers knead my flesh as His dick assaults my pussy repeatedly. and because i know it will make Him beyond happy i want to do a few unsubbie like things for as long as He will allow me to. i just want Him--lord i'm horny lol. bye bye.


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2 comments

  1. my my Red, you are starting to come out of your shell aren't you... i'm noticing your posts are becoming more and more x-rated - in a good way.

    as for the kittens... oopsy. think i may have killed several thousand on my own. oops. sowwy.

    lol *hugs

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  2. lol the kitties will be okay. they keep spawning out of control as it is. and you know what i am opening up more but i think it's just cause i really am horny as all get out sooooo it has to come out somewhere lol.

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