Monday, February 13, 2006
i need to take a breather
if this is able to be believed i think i came home more confused than when i left. the time we spent together was great but there were some unforseen glitches that cut into that. i have been a whirling derbish of emotions as a result. just a few things now and i'll be back whenever i can.
- i love Him and i told Him and He didn't flee
- He told me that He cared about me as well which i am more than positive i needed to hear (it's not the same thing i know but He is so guarded that at the moment it was enough)
- He greatly enjoyed the bear and i am very happy about that
- He greatly enjoyed everything i brought Him, well maybe not the books so much
- He plans to visit after He's done travelling a bit next month for work
- He wants to be at my graduation--i was going to ask but it was nice to know that He wanted to be there
- through all the confusion in my brain i cannot fathom there not being a Him with me and that may be my ultimate downfall
2 comments:
Hummm... that's it??? you are making me starved.... ;-( and as my love life is a real mess right now... I need happy ending, you know...
2/15/2006 12:44:00 AMc'mon red - i rely on you for stability! (god knows i never have any in my life)
2/15/2006 07:46:00 AMthe only tip that i can give for dealing with the distance is not to think about how long since you last saw each other, or how long until you will see each other again - but think about what you want to do the next time you see Emporer...
it's not much i know but it gets me thru the nights.
*hugs*
lionette
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