release

Wednesday, February 22, 2006
i'll be blogging more infrequently for a while more to come. i need to finish a project and get my body ready for the impending drama that breakups bring to the fore. i love Him madly and He is leaving me for her. she appears to be a better match for Him and i was worried about her long before i had confirmation of a thing. i haven't crumbled up into a ball and i'm not feeling a pressing need to do so right now. this hurts but i knew the minute the words crossed my lips there wasn't any further for us to go. i'll be roaming blogland and leaving comments but Emperor has left the building.

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  1. Dear Red, I am so sorry for what you are going through, it is a very hard thing for us as subs to go through. We give them everything we have to give and its so easy for them to just push it all aside when another comes into thier life! I trust that you will be OK! I read your blogs all the time and feel almost like you are a friend to me! All the best! If you ever want to chat I'll be here! sub_girl_1 at yahoo

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  2. Damn, sis. You know where to find me if you need encouragement, hugs, or just plain silly conversation. Remember, you WILL survive this.

    *Hugs*

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  3. (((((((((((red)))))))))))

    Lots of hugs and teddy bears for you!!

    sk

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  4. This sucks, but I'm proud of you for reaching for love. TTYL

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  5. Oh red..... i wish i could gve you a big hug right now!

    You know i'm here no matter what... no matter what you need

    a sympathetic ear, a shoulder to cry on, or someone to get revengistic (is that a word????) with... coz you might need all of the above at some point.

    *hugs*
    Cuddleslut
    (formally known as Lionette)
    email me and i'll explain.
    lionetteslair@hotmail.com

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  6. thanks everyone, i really appreciate the concern, but the oddest thing has happened which i can't really explain in a comment section, but if i get a minute today i'll return and blog about it, if not give me til the weekend, i'm crying more about all of the concern you are showing me than i am about the situation right now. it is what it is but there is a bigger plan and things aren't as bad as they seem.

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  7. *hugs* you will find someone even better suited for you love...not that it doesn't hurt now...but no door closes without another opening, you might just not know it yet :)

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  8. *HUGS* from both Rush and I... if there's anything we can do, anything at all, say the word. You're in my thoughts sweetie. Oh, and I have tons more sugar if you need it ;)

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