.:Saturday, December 30, 2006:.
-t is for ternion-He woke up to the sound of the rain. she wasn't laying next to Him but He figured she was watching the rain fall and would climb into bed with Him soon enough. If it wasn't for the overwhelming compulsion to shove His dick down her throat He might have just relaxed until she got there. Instead He began stirring in the bed and heard her voice call out to Him.
"just lie back down Daddy. i will be there soon i promise."
He shook His head as He sunk back into their bed. He loved the sound of her voice and thought it was interesting it echoed off the walls of their suite. However, after last night and the phantom hands He wasn't surprised by the echo. He told her to hurry up and was greeted with another stereo version of her giggling. she told Him to close His eyes. she was wearing something special for Him and wanted it to be a surprise. He did so and felt the curtain on His left part. He was preparing to turn to the left when He felt her part the curtains on His right. He was starting to reach for her thigh when it dawned on Him the curtain at the foot of the bed was also open now. He peered through the eyes that had been tightly shut and saw her standing at the foot of the bed in her school girl outfit. If she smoked it would have set it off perfectly but her hair was twisted into a ponytail and flung absentmindedly over her shoulder. she smiled at Him and started giggling again. When she started talking it occurred to Him that something was wrong.
"do You like what i'm wearing Daddy," came out of her mouth in her nice smooth voice but it was coming from too many locations at once. He looked to His left and there she stood in a very tight black corset that had her breasts looking full and luscious and a nice lace scallop panty. He couldn't see the heels she was obviously wearing but He was sure they were black and as sexy as everything else she was wearing. He glanced over to His right and saw her in fitted navy blue skirt and jacket. her white blouse was loosely buttoned and her golden bra was inviting Him to bite into her cleavage with every heave of her breasts. He blinked hard and then opened His eyes expecting at least one of them to be gone. But there they stood, three images of His wife all smiling that devilish smile at Him and ready to crawl into bed. He knew it wasn't possible that there were three of her there and He was quite certain she didn't have any sisters. He lay back and closed His eyes before raising back up to rest on His elbows. He glanced at each of them again. His slutty little masochist to His left, His darling little girl at His feet and His personal sex therapist on His right. He was beyond intrigued but what captivated Him more was the fact that they were seemingly oblivious to one another. they never looked at what He was looking at and each was ready to pleasure Him whenever He gave the signal. The hotel was definitely strange and He wanted to shake off the obvious delusion He was having but it was at that moment they each began rubbing some part of themselves. slut was massaging her thighs with the riding crop she had apparently been hiding. little girl was sucking her index finger and dragging it across her bottom lip. His therapist was pulling down the cups of her bra to massage her nipples. Whatever control the big head had was quickly overpowered by the little head.
"Come to bed baby," was all He could muster and three delighted squeals went up into the air. The sheet seemed to slide off of Him on its own. little girl found her place between His thighs and started licking the head of His dick. she slathered it like her favorite lollipop for a few moments. she waited until His breathing deepened and then she took more of Him into her mouth. This would normally be the time she felt His hands in her hair but those were both occupied. His right arm cradled His therapist and pulled her closer to His neck that she was intently focused on lapping at the moment. she would whisper things into His ear from time to time that made Him smile and made His dick stiffen with each carefully chosen word. her breasts were pushing into His side and He loved feeling her softness next to Him. This had to be His wife He thought. No one else knew the kinky things He wanted to do to her in that nice secluded office of hers and all the things they had already managed to scratch off the list. However, His little masochist had brought Him the clamps after she put them on herself. He ratcheted the timer up on the remote and let her writhe in pain a bit before she spun around and presented her ass to Him. He spanked her bottom with His hand and she moaned softly. her mouth made its way to His stomach and kissed where she could reach and her hands slid down His thighs. He was eagerly waiting to see what would happen when slut's hands bumped into little girl's but it was precisely when they did that a tiny bit of fear crept into the erotic overload His body and mind were experiencing.
their hands met at the top of His right thigh and melted into one another. Each set of fingers found what it they were seeking and as they were pulled back to touch some new part of His body they were once again their distinct selves. He wanted to move from the bed and get His bearings but her voice was enveloping Him. "i love You Daddy. You feel so good Daddy. i'll do whatever You like Daddy." He kissed the therapist deeply and bit into her lip hard enough to draw blood. she was very aroused and He felt the heat her pussy was giving off against His thigh. He looked at her and she pulled away from Him briefly. He watched as she pulled off everything but the bra and climbed back into bed with Him. He smiled and she reddened up a bit. she climbed on top of His face and and He probed her with His tongue. she toyed with His head while He manipulated he with His mouth. The more excited she got on His tongue the harder He spanked slut. she raised her ass up higher for Him and when His slap went awry He felt the wetness the pain was creating for her. He toyed with her opening for a while and then rudely entered her pussy with His fingers. slut was so wet His fingers easily slid inside of her and she mewed that she wanted more. He tucked His thumb into His palm and made a fist. He danced the fist around for a few moments before shoving it inside of her. slut almost came immediately. she rocked back onto His hand and started to cry. His little girl, ever the orally fixated dream, just kept up her attention to His dick. It was slick and harder than it had been yesterday which He didn't believe was possible. He came hard and filled her mouth. she didn't wait for Him to say a word. she climbed onto His dick and slid down slowly. He sighed loudly as His therapist took the brief respite from His tongue and lips to catch her breath. It was over quickly and soon He was penetrating the wet hungry pussies of the triple images of His wife in some form. little girl rode Him hard. her thighs clamped as tightly around His waist as they could and she slammed into Him as fast as she could. soon she was ready to cum in time with her mirror images. all three released their first orgasms and moaned Daddy into the air.
He thought the simultaneous orgasms would rid Him of at least two of them but they just switched places. His slut took His dick into her throat. His therapist enjoyed His fist while His little girl squealed with delight as His tongue brought her to another orgasms. they all felt different as they moved around Him. slut was less focused on milking Him dry. she wanted Him to abuse her mouth. her head moved over Him with breakneck speed and covered Him with saliva. she toyed with His dick, working her tongue in ways little girl never would but feeling no less pleasurable than He had just been experiencing. He groaned loudly into little girl's pussy when slut suckled His balls into her mouth. her hand ran over His dick until she put it back into her mouth. His therapist was laying on her back when His fist invaded her. her stocking covered right foot was pressing into His shoulder and melding with little girl's left leg. therapist played with her nipples and kept raising up off the bed to meet His fist. little girl was just in a daze on His tongue. she knew Daddy would make her cum and sure enough when He was ready to explode each of His girls came with Him. Each orgasm His dick released only made Him harder. their bodies worked Him over again as each one found a home somewhere she hadn't been before. This time when they came however each one seemed to notice the doppelgangers in the room. It wasn't a lengthy recognition because the moment He wanted to say something they all focused back on Him. they were spent sweaty messes and He would be able to sleep for days if someone would let Him. He just needed to release into one open mouth and before He knew it they were all climbing out of bed to kneel before Him and collect their reward. His therapist was in position first and opened her mouth coyly as she looked up at Him. His slut knelt and melted into her alter. The face changed slightly and her eyes morphed into that lovely "use me" look she got when she was deep in subspace. His little girl knelt last, her curly hair dominating the visage and overpowering the other two entirely. she was flirty and provocative and desperate for His cum in her mouth. He walked over to her and pulled her chin up to face Him slightly. her eyes darted to the floor a bit before scanning back up to Him. He slid inside of her mouth and she purred. The vibrations around His dick made Him cry out a bit before He focused and looked down at her again. He grabbed two fistfuls of her hair and assaulted her mouth. They were both grunting and sighing and totally lost in that moment. He announced His love for her again as she smiled around His dick and felt His nut slip down her throat.
He sat back onto the bed and felt Himself sink into the bed. The voices returned then. "If You want us to stay we can. We can do whatever You like." He shook His head from side to side and responded "Whomever you are, I will have to give you credit for that experience, it was most definitely surreal. But really I can only take one version of my wife. I need to be able to sleep from time to time and three of her would just kill Me. Thanks but no thanks." The voices sighed and faded away and the curtain at the foot of the bed opened again. she was crawling back to the bed a little confused about why she wasn't in it.
"did You kick me out of bed," she asked jokingly.
"Of course not darling. Come back to bed and give Daddy a kiss." she did as she was told and after a very long sensuous kiss the morning's events as He had seen them became clear for her.
"i thought i was just having a really strange dream but i'm glad that i wasn't, well sort of."
He kissed her again and she slid back down His body and onto His dick. He wrapped His arms around her and held her into place. Their bodies did a leisurely grind against one another. Both were more focused on kissing each other and keeping things slow and calm than they were on a rush to release. The pressure from their gentle movements was more intense than they expected. It was particularly difficult for His overstimulated body to refrain from cumming inside of her. As she got wetter and the throbbing got stronger she milked out His last orgasm of the morning. They sighed when the kiss broke but they didn't move. He rolled them over onto His right side and her thighs readjusted around His waist while her arms enfolded His neck. He kissed her and watched as she shook her hair that it didn't spin into another image. her head nuzzled into His neck and kissed Him too. They fell asleep wrapped in each others arms.
Labels: alphabet game, bdsm, Daddy, smut
.:Friday, December 29, 2006:.
-and surprising everyone, a compromise has been reached-well i wasn't haven't the best day on wednesday now was i? the headache got worse and lasted well into yesterday. but the idea of staying in here with a pissed off old woman wasn't appealing. i figured most of the rush of gift card shoppers would be gone so i ventured out to the mall. you heard that right ladies and gents. i shut off my normally highly adverse to shopping brain and went exploring. i stopped at two shoe stores and then went wandering off to build-a-bear. i love them, the most random toy--a child's teddy bear--becomes an otherworldly shopping experience. you have dozens of animals to choose from. you can get them stuffed to any desirable softness. you make a wish on the heart that is placed into your teddy and then you dress and name them and get them registered so that if the bear gets lost then it can be returned. here is what i started with...
and i got him nice and stuffed and then dressed him in this...
and of course he needed shoes so i put these on...
and then i had to think of a name. for a minute i was stumped, after all i have a large chocolate bear named Daddy Bear already. then it dawned on me. he was my little soldier bear so why not Roaming Soldier and voila my teddy has been created. so i leave my first just for fun store happy. i go back to payless and grab my sneaker. but in the middle of this my mother has set up camp in the car. she didn't buy anything just grabbed a catalog and sat in the freaking car lol. so i go to best buy and get my new digital camera to take pictures of my present from cyberdiva and my lovely new bear and some nice kinky things for RS but then i had to get food from PF Chang's--had a gift card and then went to wally world for the last time this year (i hope and pray dearly) and mommy got her nails done. somewhere in the middle of the last two stops she quit acting like a five year old and at least agreed to try to behave.
when i got home and looked at the net i found that best buy had a better camera than the one i bought for about 15 bucks more if i ordered online and then picked it up and one slightly better than my purchase for the same price as what i picked up. i headed back that way of course as i am lazy and have only a few stops i plan on making between now and going back to work. well i returned my 5.0 megapixel and got a 7.1 megapixel for the grand total difference of 14 bucks and because i was not shelling out 143 and then getting cash back i asked if they would honor the online price and yippee for me they did. save this asshole trying to run me off the road because they refused to get out of the lane that was being shut down until the last minute yesterday was pretty damn good. now if i can just get that build a bear wish to come true i'll be a happy girl.
if you want to go to a build a bear or just order one click http://www.buildabear.com to find out the best option for you.
Labels: life is good, random, silly
.:Wednesday, December 27, 2006:.
-i have a headache-and it's one that i should have known was coming as soon as i grabbed the old woman that gave birth to me at the airport. it started with how tired she was after flying--ignored it. it continued with a twenty minute conversation about what it was she wanted to eat full of long pauses and seemingly little thought on her part--got irritated but let it go. it carried on with complaints about why my dissertation chair was so close to me in one of the pictures while we were walking down the center aisle to our seats--stared at her and shook my head but ignored it. the rest of the evening wasn't that bad and really we joked around for a bit and let it go. today though, praise the good Lord above i tried, she came in midday to ask why i wasn't up and dressed because she wanted to go somewhere. i never said we were going anywhere. then tonight after i put dinner in the oven she came back to visit me and ask me when EXACTLY we were moving out of here because she couldn't take a few more weeks of children making a minor amount of noise above her head. now let me say that i don't know what it is like for my mother. she's in her mid fifties and is depending on her children to help her live her life. she can't drive, she can't remember things from moment to moment and her own mother is losing her grasp on reality. logically i know those things must suck. emotionally i want her to be happy and to be like she was but then again i remember she's not all that different than before the surgery. she's never been the most accommodating person. if she doesn't get what she wants she has cut people off and never spoken to them again all the while blaming it on them for some insignificant thing she must have done to not be "good enough" for them. she enjoyed my brother's place because it was "so quiet" compared to here. i asked her then if she wanted to stay longer because i knew i wouldn't be ready to move the minute she got back. i was actually trying to be polite and allow her to pick the place as well but yeah that's not good enough either. part of me is prone to say fuck it, if she leaves i can find a two bedroom place closer to my job and just wait for Roaming Soldier and Littlest Soldier and i to reunite and we can live wherever we want without worrying about her. but we all know that even if she wasn't here i'd worry about her. she's my mother, i'm supposed to worry about her and in her selfishness right now she's headed to a place that will not make sure she is okay and will bleed her dry financially. i called my brother and let him know what she's doing and now i'm blogging. i took a nice big painkiller which is starting to kick in but that won't get rid of the headache. what exactly am i supposed to do with this woman? she acts like a small child but she has more financial resources. i'm tired and she hasn't even been home a day yet. if she packs and leaves will i really be all that upset? i'm not sure now lol. i wish He was here to help me figure this out or spank me. either way it would be better than this crap. gotta go check on dinner, see ya
red
Labels: life not good
.:Tuesday, December 26, 2006:.
-A is for Abandon-Disclaimer: i hardly ever include the music that is playing in my head as i write some of these stories but for this one i feel compelled to. it's one of those strange songs that you either really like or really don't. turns out we both like the song primarily because, as badly adapted as the movie was, we both enjoyed Queen of the Damned which is where it came from. if you want to get inside what was going on in my brain then you should listen. if not then don't worry the words are still about the smutty imagination Daddy inspires.
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It felt like they had been traveling for days. Well they had been traveling for days but this was the last stop on their second honeymoon. she had tried to put this vacation together for Him for years. she finally convinced Him that starting in the blistering cold Antarctic would be easier than trying to get there when they were both exhausted and too tired to even attempt to copulate on the first patch of ice they could reach. she chose this destination specifically because it was reminiscent of their honeymoon accommodations but darker and more suited to their play habits. The walls were all a nice rich mahogany. the curtains were drawn and were a dark win red color and made of a heavy fabric so if they didn't want to see any sun in the mornings they wouldn't have to at all. There were similarly colored curtains surrounding the bed but were much thinner. Well that is on the outside. When she crawled between the curtains the fabric was a dramatic white that seemed to make the oversized bed glow in light that was not really there. she moaned a bit as she felt the bedding caress her tired limbs. He was intrigued by the sound especially as He hadn't been the one to cause it so He decided to check on His wife.
"Did you start without Me again," He asked with a smirk on His face.
"of course not Daddy," she replied while pulling Him closer to her. "as long as You are within sight i have no need to start anything You can't finish." she kissed Him quickly and released her grip on Him as He lay on His side and waited for her to cuddle up to Him. she did what she knew was expected of her and nuzzled her head against His chest. He let out a similar moan as His frame started to adjust to the plush bedding. At least that's what they believed at the time. Something would happen in a few days that would convince them that their final destination had more secrets floating around it than they could have imagined. For now though all either of them could concentrate on was each other. her hands journeyed up His chest and settled around His neck. His mind said get the toys but His body felt like her hands were all over His body. He looked down to make sure but they were still firmly wrapped around His neck and she was licking His neck gently. her leg moved to cover His and He let His hand trail down her body until it was firmly clutching her thigh. her foot tucked itself between His legs and rubbed His calves while her mouth explored His neck and chest. They both let out contented sighs as He pulled away from her. He saw a nice entertainment system when they entered the room and He wanted to hear some music while He ravaged her today. He found the cd she made a few years ago. The music was dark and eerie but it resonated with something deep and powerful within her. He placed it in the stereo system and moved back through the curtains she had been holding open for Him.
As the music began to play, they tumbled with each other under the heavy covers. Neither of them recalled taking off their clothes but soon they were naked and pressed against one another. He was kissing her with a hunger neither had felt in a while. The exhaustion from the trip seemed to be falling off of them. her nipples were like little diamonds and were cutting into His skin. He wasn't used to being on the receiving end of the pain so it made Him chuckle a bit. He thought He heard her say "i'm glad You are happy Daddy" but she was panting beneath Him. His hands spread her legs and two of His fingers pressed into her pussy while His thumb massaged her clit. He heard an old 2pac song click into a Lisa Fischer ballad. her hands traveled along the length of the arm that was making her wet, urging Him deeper inside of her. When He took over for her own insistent hand, her fingers worked their way back up her body. One set came to rest on her right breast, tweaking her nipples and tugging on them while He watched from His position above her. The other set toyed with her neck and shoulder, applying pressure when it felt right to do so and casually lingering at other moments. An instrumental Santana tracked replaced Lisa and a few tracks from Prince's jazz cd came on after that. By now she had begun stroking Him into the most pleasant erection He had in a while. her mouth left His chest and kissed down His taut stomach, passed His belly button and settled briefly where His long legs met His hips. she crawled between His legs or tried to but she had been kissing Him with her head facing His feet so He yanked her on top of Him. His fingers pressed back into her very wet pussy while another arm pinned her to Him. her mouth toyed around His hips for a while until she heard Prince moan. she let her mouth sink down over His dick slowly. He joined Prince in the moaning for a while. Prince's instrumental version of "God" came on then and her mouth became one possessed. she was covering the length of Him with her tongue each time her head moved up and down. It was so soft at times it was like she wasn't touching Him and then at others it felt like she was trying to detach His dick from His body and leave it in her mouth like an all day sucker. Either way He was enjoying the benefit of the her oral fixation very much at the moment. He released into her mouth as the first song from the Queen of the Damned soundtrack began to play. she lapped it all up greedily as "Forsaken" filled the room.
It seemed as if the room had been waiting for something bizarre to start playing. As the lyrics got darker, their bed seemed to illuminate inside the curtains. The hands He had been vaguely aware of before felt like they were massaging His back now. They trailed down His body and gripped His thighs long enough for Him to think they were just His wife's hands. He knew where her hands were. It was a bit of sensation overload for Him but it would be worse for her the moment He flipped her over. her body fell into the sheets and the hands that had been exploring her husband were much more insistent with her pliable flesh. His head moved between her legs and His mouth clamped down around her clit. His fingers kept assaulting her pussy and she was on the verge of orgasm. He released her button long enough to tell her to she had permission to cum. The hands pressed into her lower back and she wanted to ask Him if He had felt them but her orgasm overtook her and she lost all conscious thought for a few moments. When her senses returned, He was climbing on top of her and "Redeemer" was coursing through the speakers. He grabbed her thighs as He inched inside of her. she moaned to the point it sounded like she was growling and her hands snaked under His arms to grab His back. her nails dug into His back as He dug further inside her walls. "System" started radiating from the stereo and both of them felt like their bodies were on fire. He fucked her slowly, trying to extinguish the heat but it only made things worse. she felt like a pool of molten lava around His dick. He wanted to stay in that warm place as long as He could but His conscious mind told Him they would eventually have to leave their confinement of their curtained off bed. He heard her voice again, telling Him they could stay there as long as He wanted. He whispered okay baby back to her and she looked confused but just took it as a cue that He had something else in store for her that she hadn't caught on to yet.
The room flooded with the last song on the cd, His brain thought He'd have to get up and change the cd soon. "Change" was the one song they both remembered as being rather sexually charged from the movie. she loved it because it made her feel like fingers were tapping her skin and moving directly into her pleasure receptors. she wasn't sure why He enjoyed it but His body always responded to her in a delightful way. His left hand pinned hers together above her head. The singer was almost whispering the line that always made her pussy jump.
I took you home
Set you on the glass
I pulled off your wings
Then I laughed
she wasn't sure why that verse made her so hyper but it always did. This time He was the beneficiary of her highly suggestive body. her pussy clenched around Him and released as the drums pounded away in the background. His right hand pressed down on her thigh as He invaded her pussy more aggressively. The chords drifted away and He thought about changing the music but the song started playing again. He didn't question it long because her tongue was flitting out of her mouth reaching for Him. He kissed her again and as He did it felt like they were sinking into the bed. Each of them felt enveloped by the nice soft mattress and sheets but it only seemed to make them both more energetic. she bit into His bottom lip and He moaned as His dick slammed into her pussy and paused. His dick throbbed inside of her and she wanted to feel Him explode inside of her. she bucked up into Him and He chuckled a nice throaty laugh as she did it again and flipped Him over onto His back. The bed released them and seemed to sigh as the lovers did. He released her hands and sat up to suckle her nipples as she rocked back onto His dick. The song ratcheted up in intensity again and made her body feel like liquid. she wrapped her hands around the back of His head and pulled His mouth closer to her chest. He felt a familiar pressure grab at His dick and watched her as she began trembling and her movements got a little more focused. she pushed Him away from her nipple which He let got reluctantly, holding it in His teeth until she cried out in pain and His head hit the pillow. her hands planted on His chest and she raised her ass up slowly and repeatedly a few inches before repeating the procedure. His breathing caught and got gruff and she felt His dick begin to throb inside of her. The end of the song was beginning and their orgasms fell in step with it. she let go first and her pussy fluttered around His dick until she felt the contractions stop and she collapsed on His chest. His arms hugged her to Him as He raised them both up a bit and brought her down onto His dick until it had stopped pulsing and had deposited a nice sticky stream of His nut inside of her.
I've watched you change.
Now you feel Alive
You Feel Alive
I've watched you change
It's like you never
Had wings ahhh ahh ahhh
The final words came washing over them and they both sighed peacefully. They figured they should get up and get something to eat. Room service ended at nine according to the girl at the reception desk. They came up at six thirty and the cd wasn't that long so they both knew they had time. Except the clock was inching towards ten when they came from between the curtain. They both looked at one another and shook their heads. Maybe the clock had been set incorrectly because they couldn't have been in bed for three hours without them realizing it. He called the front desk to ask if it was too late to have something brought up to them.
The young woman responded very politely, "Sir room service has closed for the night but considering the circumstances we can bring up something if you would like."
"What circumstances?"
She laughed but did not respond to His question. He ordered and the food came up surprisingly quickly. They ate and giggled with one another forgetting about the strange conversation with the front desk or why the time seemed to fly by in that bed.
Labels: alphabet game, Daddy, smut, videos
.:Monday, December 25, 2006:.
-awww sugar yeah honey honey-The best of this weeks blogs by the bloggers who blog them. Highlighting the top 3 posts as chosen by Sugasmer participants. Want in Sugasm #61? Submit a link to your best post of the week using this form. Participants, repost the linklist within a week and you're all set.
This Week's Picks
A night at the opera (http://junohenry.wordpress.com)
"There were limits to what could be done where there was any discernible level of visibility. But I was familiar with these limits and had enjoyed them before."
In Praise of Older Men (http://perverselypoly.blogspot.com)
"I would expect her to have at least one lad on the side, and perhaps more."
A Nawty Story: Cookies and Cream (http://anawtymouz.blogspot.com)
"I pull my hand away from her pussy and sniff her fragrances on my fingers."
Mr. Sugasm Himself
Raunchy Wrapping Paper (http://sugarbank.com)
Editors' Choice
Christmas for the lonely wanker (http://wanklog.blogspot.com)
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Erotic Writing and Experiences
The Desk (http://nocloudnine.blogspot.com)
Girl talk, Part II (http://www.betweensheets.net)
Ho (http://ellesnovellas.blogspot.com)
I Like it Wet (http://dirtydetails.blogspot.com)
Just throw it in (http://erotischism.blogspot.com)
My First Gang Bang! (http://mandyseroticlife.blogspot.com)
The Secret Lover (http://ellabeecoquette.blogspot.com)
Threesome (http://deliciously-naughty.typepad.com)
BDSM and Fetish
First steps in sensory deprivation (http://www.bondage-guide.net)
Leaving your mark (http://dirtylittlecockslut.blogspot.com)
The Package (http://bratmaster.co.uk)
S Is For Surrender (http://redvelvetropeburn.com)
Ten with the Cane (http://kinkyfarmwife.blogspot.com)
Sex and Politics
Porn and Religion (http://www.teen-porn-site.com/blog)
Sex Work
So You Love Sex... (http://www.model-chat.com)
NSFW Pics (& videos)
Aria Giovanni is super hot! (http://eroticandy.blogspot.com)
A Gallery of Art-Tits (http://totalsensuality.blogspot.com)
Lara of "1000 Words" in the kitchen (http://kitchen-girls.blogspot.com)
Sex News, Reviews & Interviews
Apple gets the pip with iBuzz (http://sextoysinsider.com)
Christmas Comes Early: the Hottest Sex Toy of 2006 (http://www.taratainton.com)
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iBuzz Two Review (http://radicalvixen.com/blog)
Pillow Talk: Interview with Erica Scott (Shadow Lane and Spanking Epics) (http://adelehaze.com)
The Sybian is an Orgasm Factory! (http://sexdriver.blogspot.com)
Thoughts on Sex and Relationships
Christmas for the lonely wanker (http://wanklog.blogspot.com)
It's All Hydraulics, Really (http://exploreros.blogspot.com)
Tag, Tag, Tag, and Tag.... (http://stealthbombshell.blogspot.com)
okay this post probably won't be that long. i finished my desserts for tomorrow. an amaretto white chocolate pecan pie and muffins i made from my cream cheese poundcake batter. it ended up making twelve largish muffins and only cooked for an hour. i can remember that for small parties in case i need to frost a few or put something special in certain cups for different folks. my domestic side is coming out lol. i've been cleaning up and getting rid of the stuff i don't need. i also finally started using the shredder i bought many moons ago to get rid of important documents as safely as possible.
my brother and sister in law have crossed into the age bracket that folks automatically assume it's okay to start asking you when are you going to have kids totally neglecting the fact that they don't have to take care of the crumbsnatchers if you are nice enough to oblige them by having some before the next major family gathering. i gave them my old lines--if you keep them till they are potty trained i will happily assist you with that OR i'm entirely too selfish to share my sleep with another human right now--and told them to give folks cookies and ask them to sit down. other than that it's a good day around this way. i haven't talked to Roaming Soldier but i know He is safe and i know that He loves me. what else could a girl want? okay hug your families, i'll bother ya after my food induced coma wears off.
oh and if you have any desire to know my favorite christmas song click below. love ya
red
forgot to mention, this was my 400th post lol
Labels: life is good, videos
.:Saturday, December 23, 2006:.
-waving goodbye to 2006-well it's not quite Christmas yet but it's time for the annual reevaluation of life, love and all that is wonderful and all the crap that transpired this year. this will be like all the other evaluation posts i do--long winded and full of videos or music. this year was one for the record books as far as my life is concerned. i'm a few days shy of when my mother moved in and made me fall off the map with friends and family. she hadn't put a strain on my "relationship" with Emperor but then again she didn't have to. he was off exploring other avenues and i just hadn't quite picked up on that yet. i hear music that is perfectly fitting a situation more often than not well after the situation has passed. four songs come to mind now as i think of Emp and nope not one of them is a prince song lol. the first is bitter by chante moore--really just because of the line about i hate your dog, i won't elaborate beyond that lol. the next is hate me today by blue october--knowing the real meaning behind the words doesn't make me appreciate it any less than i did before. walk away by kelly clarkson because i mean really if you don't know what you want how can i help you? and finally justin timberlake's what goes around comes around. the link to hear it is below this section. it's a long song because a break down is included at the end of the song but really it's my favorite part of the song. the burning ache in my chest went away quickly thank God but he was part of the first two months of 06 for me and i was disappointed things happened they did.
but if i thought that would be the most eventful part of my year i was wrong. there was much more fighting to do with mom than i could imagine. trying to have a roommate after not sharing space with anyone from the age of 18 was a bit of an adjustment. she's a lovely woman and i know she means well but lord every now and then i wish i could just have some peace and quiet--like now--to get my thoughts together and not have to take care of anyone but me. so for mom a nod to her ringtone and marvin gaye.
she did derail my energy and motivation a bit from time to time which pissed off both myself and my dissertation chair to a certain degree. i hate not finishing things and it puts me in a bad mood to not get things done on my schedule. i had friends postpone about three graduation trips because of my own inability to get stuff taken care of when i should have. but as they say there is always a light at the end of the tunnel. "breaking up" with Emperor spurred a lot of work to get done and then just my own stubborness to get the monkey off my back caused me to stop screwing around and get things taken care of. thank heavens for that because now my life is my own again. this year, much like my time in undergrad showed me i had the balls to do whatever i needed. enjoy a bit of christina and join me in fighting lol.
work was work and it's one of those things that made me glad i had supportive people around me but reminded me about how different really i am from those folks around me. not just in the sense that i'm the only black woman on staff or i'm a bit younger than most of them. it's just a mindset thing--beyond needing to get spanked lol--that doesn't make me want to settle down here and set up shop. here's a video for you.
the biggest change this year was realization that it was time to get my life back into balance. i have been working at my job, on my dissertation, taking care of my mother and doing all that while holding my love life at bay. i think i lept at Emperor so gladly last year because it was my first foray back into having something that was good for me. regardless of how it turned out the cracks that were present were about there still not being enough of a balance. our needs never matched up enough for that relationship to come to any fruition. i had four walls to sleep in, a few dozen walls to work in but nothing to make my life a full experience for me.
as soon as my brain processed what i needed and what it was that i really wanted i was blessed with the most wonderful Man i have had the pleasure of knowing. i really can't muster up the words correctly so i am going to ask that you listen to tamia.
now when it comes to Roaming Soldier i was not expecting Him or His presence in my life this year. i periodically think i must be dreaming because after a few decades of dating and coming up with squat for it you start to get a little jaded about the whole experience. i mean i still had friends that were were inspiring me to keep hope alive but i wasn't looking very hard at that point. even though He's away and really i don't know when He'll be able to climb into bed with me and start working through the smutty collection with me He has been a total and complete Godsend that i am thankful for each night. press play and enjoy babyface.
the other thing that happened this year was me getting refocused on my responsibility to the rest of the world lol. nope i can't save it and nope i can't fix it for everyone around but i can do my part here and there. i will get back into my volunteer work and continue my sponsorship of my kid in the Phillipines. until they let me take over the world it's the least i could do.
i'm finally turning into that woman i wanted to be when i was itty bitty. i'm happy with my life and my love and my plans for the immediate future. there's no more confusion about why i'm not where i want to be. i know now if i'm not what i want to be it's mostly on me. i can be whomever i want and do whatever i want. i can be the soccer mom if the kids want to do that and still come home, put the corset on over the white t-shirt and and shake my ass in front of Him after we get the kids to bed. i'm a big girl like that lol.
okay i'm done looking back over the year. the rest of the songs will be random sappy happy songs because that's the place i'm in this year. i hope the year was good to all of you but if it wasn't that you have a much more blessed 2007. starting off the hit parade with beautiful loved and blessed.
Labels: Daddy, introspective, life is good, random, silly, videos
He was opening the car door and she got out begrudgingly. she hated these parties. Someone kept inviting the "damn switch" and it made her seethe with hatred every time she walked into the gathering. It wasn't that He wanted her because He didn't. she was sure that He was only enamored of her but the damn switch wanted Him. She kept her eyes locked on Him whenever the two of them were in the room. She whispered to friends and looked at her like she wasn't there whenever they were interacting with other friends. She was burning to get her out of the way and back into His arms but He wasn't cooperating with her. He wasn't oblivious to it. He knew that she was gunning for His affection again. He wasn't sure why. They hadn't split up on the best of terms and He sure as hell wasn't interested in her anymore. He had His baby girl and she was everything He had dreamed about when He was stuck with her. It didn't stop the two of them from looking at one another with venom coursing through their veins even though He had told her that there was absolutely nothing that she could do to get back into His good graces. she walked away to talk to the party host and forgot for a few minutes that she was even there.
She took the opportunity to follow Him as He walked through the house. He stopped in various rooms to watch the scenes that were being played out. It wasn't until He got to the fire and wax play scene that He paused long enough for her to catch up to Him. "Thinking about me are ya," she softly stated trying to sound sweet and beguiling--it wasn't working.
"The only time I think about you is when I realize how much of My time I wasted with you when I could have been with My wife." He turned to walk away from her but she blocked His path from the room.
"Oh, that stung," she said as she played that He had shot her through the heart. "I thought we were good together, like we clicked and understood one another and our baser desires."
He looked at her briefly and decided to play along for a moment, "You're right we did understand some things about each other. You were actually very delightful all nice and bound and gagged. I loved watching your skin tremble when you were anticipating My next move," He said as she moved closer to Him. Only she noticed that she was walking towards them. She pressed her body as close to Him as He would allow and let her hand graze His face. He appeared to laugh and respond to her from where she was standing but she wasn't close enough to hear what He said next. "Yes when you were completely helpless and unable to talk to Me you were an absolute treasure. It was just the other 90 percent of the time that you got on My damn nerves," He said as he pushed her away from Him and left the room. It was too late though. He caught the sight of His wife's hair bouncing away from Him as she ran toward the front door and was in the car before He could catch her. The tires screeched out of the driveway and she was on the way home just as the damn switch sauntered up behind Him.
"Oh don't tell me that I upset Your wife now?"
He looked at her again and shook His head. "It doesn't matter if she's upset right now or not. I know I owe her an apology for even engaging in breathing the same air you were in. You have always been a selfish self centered little trollop and it was entirely My fault for forcing her to interact with your stupid ass." He walked over to the hosts and asked for a ride back to His place. They couldn't leave so they just handed Him a set of their keys and wished Him good luck. When He got to their house, it was completely dark. He checked the kids rooms first. she had been there because the scent of her perfume was lingering in each room. Their bedroom was quiet and still. It was the only bedroom with no trace of her in it. He walked out to the backyard and nothing there either. There was only one other spot to check and if she was there then she was down there to cry. He walked into the basement and moved the book on the shelve to gain access to their private room. she was sitting at His desk with tears streaming down her face. she looked over at Him but didn't try to wipe her face.
"if You wanted her why not just tell me? why make me walk in on that bullshit i saw tonight? i told You that she wanted You back and You kept ignoring me and saying it didn't matter because You weren't interested in her anymore. are You sure that's the case because really had the two of You gotten any closer then You would have needed to be fucking each other." her voice changed octaves a few times while she was talking to Him. she wasn't ready to lose Him but she couldn't be number two. that had not been a pleasant experience for her and she didn't want to revisit it.
He wanted to be angry with her for yelling at Him and but He couldn't. Had He walked in on her with a man in the same position He probably would have slapped them both and drug her home. He walked over to her and had her stand up. He wasn't sure what she was thinking but before she started thinking He wanted her gone He started filling in the blanks for her. He sat in the chair and pulled her into His lap. "Just listen to Daddy for a few minutes and if you still need to be angry and alone I'll go upstairs and sleep on the sofa but I can't sleep in our bed without you." He waited for some reaction from her but it wasn't forthcoming so He just went on. "Daddy has to admit that you were right about her. She couldn't recognize things were over permanently and I'm sure it was just because she has heard how happy we are with each other and now regrets the shit she did. I know what it looked like honey but I don't want her. She kept trying to force herself upon Me and I figured that if I went along for a second and shut her down that she would get the point. No one but you could ever be with Me," He said as He began nibbling at her neck. It took her a while to soften and yield to Him again but when she did He rewarded her for it. well that's what happened in her mind anyway. what actually took place was much different.
He did come home and search the bedrooms for her. His irritation was growing with each place He looked and couldn't find her. He contemplated just sitting on the sofa and waiting for her to come around the corner and choke her for embarrassing Him tonight. He was going to fuck her hard but it wasn't going to be one of those "good girl" fucks. she had violated rule number one of their life together--keep Daddy happy. He did come home to find her in the basement. she was crying and started screaming at Him as soon as the door closed behind Him. she made it to "why make me walk in on that bullshit i saw tonight," before He was next to her and pulling her out of His chair. when she screamed out this time it was because of shock. He casually tossed her across the desk. she started squirming trying to right herself and He growled at her to be still. He ripped through her stockings to get to her underwear and then He ripped those from her body and left them lying on the floor.
"I don't care if I am laying in a room fully of nymphomaniac slaves that look and sound just like you and are debating on who gets to suck My dick first, you do not EVER get to decide when we leave a function if I am not ready to go." He walked over to the wall and retrieved a thick leather belt. "If you are going to act like a petulant child, I am going to treat you like one." He wrapped the belt around His hand twice and then walked back behind the desk. He told her to count and then He started tagging her backside.
"one, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight, nine--oh damn, ten, eleven, twelve--shit that hurt.."
"Shut up and start over. If you don't stop editorializing I can keep this up indefinitely."
"one, two, three, four, five, sex, seven, eight, nine, ten, eleven, twelve, thirteen," she made it there and she started crying. she was confused but more than that she knew she had pissed Him off. she never gave Him a chance to explain why she was anywhere near Him before she bolted. she deserved this but Lord it was hurting. "fourteen, fifteen, sixteen, seventeen, eighteen, nineteen, twenty."
His voice interrupted her verbal counting. "Is there something you need to say to Me now," He asked as He heard her sobbing.
"i'm sorry Daddy. i didn't mean to make You mad. i just saw her leaning on You in that way that You let me touch You and my brain shut down. i had to leave." The whipping stopped and He walked over to her face.
"First what number was I at?"
"35 for that collection, 47 in total Daddy."
"Good girl, now I understand what you saw and I even understand your reaction to it little girl but you know damn well that I don't want anyone else but you. She can't be a mother to our children. She wouldn't have the good sense to meet Me down here. She would have made a scene and woken up the aforementioned children. Her crying right at this moment would not have made Me want to fuck her as badly as I want to fuck you. And before your brain starts processing that to death listen to Me. Daddy chose you. All Daddy wants is you. I shouldn't have let things get that far but that's My job to apologize to you not yours to make me come chasing after you." He stood up then and pulled her off the desk. "We are going to return that car and then you are going to return to the basement and get the rest of your punishment. But before we go, this will keep you properly motivated to behave." He slid a pair of vibrating panties on her and flipped them on. He knew between the spanking and the vibration she'd cum all over herself before they got back home but it would make Him happy. she followed Him upstairs in silence. They drove the five miles back to the party and He sent her inside with the keys while He readjusted the seat to accommodate His long legs. she bumped into her when she saw the host. She remarked about the ripped hose and all she could do was smile at her.
"i have to thank you for being you. i am going to get fucked royally tonight because of it. have fun tickling the ivories all by yourself." she was halfway out the door before her mouth closed. she got in the car door that was open for her and put her seat belt on before looking over at Him. her bottle was out and in His hand and the other hand turned the wheel so they could head home. she leaned over the front seat and He sighed loudly as her warm mouth engulfed His dick. He kept forcing her head down further, both to feel her lips closer to the base of His dick and to make sure the other drivers might not get more than a glimpse of her shoulder. A trucker saw them before they got off the highway and honked his horn in approval. she only licked harder and made it hard for Him to see briefly. He pulled into the driveway and lifted her head. He ripped off her top and freed her breasts from the tight top she was wearing before He came around to her side of the car at let her out. she giggled and said,"thank You Daddy."
They rushed back downstairs and back into the room behind the wall. He turned off the panties and slid them off of her legs. He kissed her ass and before she could say anything else He buried His dick in her pussy. He fucked her up onto all fours on top of the desk. her ass jiggled as He almost completely pulled out of her and then slid back inside of her repeatedly. she was very wet but she kept clamping down on His dick with all the force she could muster. He stood still for a minute and let her bounce on Him all by herself. His dick was feeling overly attended to and He was loving it. He slapped her on the ass and she stopped moving. His dick was soon back inside her mouth being cleaned of her juices and made slick all over again. He pulled out of her mouth and left her confused. He sat down in the chair and motioned for her to come join Him. she climbed off the desk quickly and then had her wet pussy planted on His thigh. He laughed for a minute before He turned her to face Him and she straddled His dick. From this position He was in danger of moving vital organs around but He'd just fuck her tomorrow and move them back. she sighed and her hands went to her breasts like they were on autopilot. she rode Him while He periodically jammed Himself inside of her to throw off her rhythm. His tongue flicked at her nipples and forced her hands back to just holding her breasts up for Him. As she rode harder, He sucked harder and took more of her tits into His mouth. He was trying to make her cum and it wasn't long before she started shivering and her pussy clamped down around the based of His dick. she moaned into the air and her head fell back. His fingers trailed up to the side of her neck and brought it to His mouth. He sucked her neck, increasing the pressure until her eyes popped back open and her breath got caught in her throat.
When she was done, He picked her up and lay her on the desk. He pulled her legs around His waist and began invading her pussy with long slow strokes. her fluid was sticking to His dick every time He moved in and out of her. she occasionally lifted her head up to see His dick slide inside of her but mostly she gyrated underneath Him, trying not to flood the floor and stay conscious enough to respond to Him if He asked her something she needed to answer. He pulled out of her and sat down in the chair. she was getting ready to drop to her knees and suck her bottle back into her willing mouth but He stopped her. He pushed her legs wide apart and pulled up closer to her. One leg found its way over His left shoulder while the other dangled helpless off the table. His tongue pressed into her pussy and her eyes rolled to the back of her head. after everything she had done she definitely wasn't expecting to feel this right now. "Daddy, i..." she managed to stammer.
"Yes Daddy knows. you are sorry and you know I love you and you'll never doubt Me again." she nodded at Him as He continued, "Daddy has everything He wants right here. A nice home, beautiful children, and a wife that has fulfilled every fantasy and dream I ever had. Don't forget that again." Before she could nod at Him again she was subjected to His tongue diving back in her pussy and trying to lick her from the inside out. The leg on His shoulder started twitching and He smiled. He licked harder and shoved a few fingers into her pussy. she raised her ass off the table trying to get more of Him inside of her. It worked even as He laughed at her. she growled and her pussy released a tiny flood onto His fingers. He stuck them in her mouth and she licked them clean while He slid His dick back inside of her. she was becoming His little rag doll, her body getting looser with every orgasm. He twisted her into a position that had her legs crossed and able to be used as handles while He pounded into her. she was grunting and moaning and sweating and telling Him that she loved Him. He just kept smiling and enjoying the pressure her pussy was applying all around Him. she came hard again and it spurred His own orgasm. He pulled out and didn't let her move to catch the nut in her mouth. He stroked His dick with one hand as He helped remove as much of her clothing as she could in a hurry. When she was exposed to Him the way He wanted, He came all over her tits, stomach and rubbed in whatever was left over her bald pussy. Not missing a beat she rubbed the ample amount of nut into her skin. He got an idea then. He wanted her sticky front imprinted on His desk. He rolled her over onto her stomach and slid back inside of her. she was rocking on the desk and starting to moan again. He pulled out and she was nearly about to beg Him to put it back when she heard one of the drawers open. He came back to her and something cold and wet hit her back. He massaged her ass and let the lube coat her opening well. He looked at His dick and decided He didn't need the same treatment. she had provided Him with more than enough lubrication.
she lifted herself off the desk a bit and He slammed into her pussy for a while. When she was good and primed, screaming for Him to do whatever He wanted wherever He wanted, He pulled out and slid into the asshole He had been quietly playing with. The violation was hard. she felt like her ass was on fire for a few minutes as He pumped away inside of her. Then the moment happened that always did, her ass accommodated His length and girth and then started massaging Him. her ass went a little higher in the air and He placed a leg on the table to get different leverage and to pull her back onto Him however much He liked. Ten minutes of plundering her hole was all He could bear. she was trying to pull the orgasm out of His dick whether He wanted it or not and truth be told He really wanted it. He pulled out of her and she spun around on the desk.
"Open your mouth baby."
"yes Daddy."
He placed the head of His dick on her tongue and started stroking Himself into her mouth. When the first spurt flew onto it, she closed her mouth around the head and milked His nut down her throat. her hand took over the stroking and made Him start swearing, "Shit baby! Keep sucking Daddy just like that and I might let you have a tantrum like this every few months if this is how you are going to apologize." she grinned at Him and kept stroking and sucking. When He was done cumming she let go of His dick. He helped her down off the desk and looked at the mess they had made. He sat down and pulled her into His lap. He nibbled at her neck before she sank to her knees and cleaned His dick off with her tongue. The movement of her tongue stiffened Him again and she was riding His dick shortly. Her head and shoulders were brushing against the desk as He bounced her on His dick and started toying with her clit. He twisted the nub between her fingers and periodically lifted her up to suck it into His mouth before shoving her back down on His dick. When she started cumming her pussy clamped down like a vise. The ripples running through it literally forced Him to flood her pussy with His seed. They stayed in that drawn out position until their breathing calmed down. she tried to stand up and her legs gave out. He grabbed her and then picked her up holding her close to His chest. He shifted her weight so He could get the wall open and turn off the lights then He carried her up to their bedroom. her mouth and tongue attacked His nipple and neck as they moved into the bedroom. "Damn I can't stand that girl but if you are going to act like this every time we see her I might have to send her some flowers."
she looked into His eyes then and said, "just make sure You let me sign the card too." He smiled at her and shook His head before He kissed her and tossed her into their bed. He pulled off the heels her feet had been trapped in and His dick made its way back to her warm wetness. They fucked until they destroyed the bed and they were both left spent. Sleep came quickly after that and it was nice and peaceful.
Labels: alphabet game, bdsm, Daddy, smut
.:Friday, December 22, 2006:.
-S is for Surrender-He was adjusting the ropes on her wrists. she hated this position but it was for her own good. her arms were tied behind her back and were suspended to a hook in the ceiling. the rope kept her off her feet after it roped through her wrist restraints and was tied to the steel hook mounted in the floor. He didn't bother to tie her ankles together. she couldn't get away now if she wanted to. and the way she was thrashing around a bit He was sure she wanted to but she needed this otherwise she was going to drive all of them nuts. it happened once during each semester. whenever her students started coming up with the most asinine reasons for not turning in papers on time or whenever there were too many of her "brown kids" in crisis at her practice, she came home testy. she got irritable and short with Him, the kids and her mother. He'd give her a few days to vent and try to get herself together but when the kids started to get stressed out and acting up then He brought her downstairs and took her into the nice private room behind the basement walls.
He flipped on the screens to check on the kids and then went to the drawers where the toys were waiting for His hands to grab. He grabbed the paddle she had made for Him while He was in the desert thinking about spanking her nice full bottom. His fingers ran over the letters engraved in the wood and smiled to Himself. Its imprint would be covering her ass for the next week at least. she was about to start begging. He could tell from the whiny noises coming from her mouth. "Just say what it is you want to say baby."
"Daddy i promise i'll behave just let me down please. i won't do it again i..."
"you what? you swear? you swear every year darling and every year we find ourselves back in the basement having this conversation. Now do you want to be a good girl and take your punishment or do you want to make it hard on yourself?" she started the mumbling that always came at this juncture of the conversation. "Stop mumbling or this is going to get much damn worse much faster than you want it to." she stopped then and just kept her head down in silence. He didn't bother pausing to give the standard speech at that point. He just took more items from the drawers and placed them on the desk to wait for His whim to use them. He grabbed the handle of the paddle and made sure He had the grip on it that He wanted and then it swung through the air breaking the silence and making contact with her ass. she cried out loudly and He smiled. "Go ahead sweetie. I know you get stressed out and I know that you don't want to take it out on us but damn you are unbearable when you are stressed out. Get as loud as you like, no one can hear us," He said in between swings of the paddle. From the position she was in He could cover her ass entirely. He hit each cheek fully a few times before covering the area where her ass met her thighs and returned to her backside again. When He could see Daddy's covering her ass He put the paddle down and retrieved the nipple clamps.
she winced as He put them on but she didn't say any more than that. the pain would make her cry soon and she would start to relax with the tears but until then she thought it best to keep her mouth shut. she couldn't help but scream when she felt Him affix the dangling clamp to her clit. He hadn't done that in a really long time and she was totally unprepared for the sensation. He came around to face her and gave her a quick kiss. "It's okay honey. you'll be feeling much better when I'm done, I promise," He said with a smirk as He pressed the button to make the clamps start vibrating. she was starting to moan. the vibrations through her pussy were making her a bit more relaxed. she wasn't paying attention to Him so she didn't hear the whip come flying through the air until it was hitting her shoulder. she yelped and waited for the next blow to come. she counted to fifteen and then stopped. she knew He was doing this for everyone. she did turn into a raving bitch right toward the end of the semester. she didn't mean to but her brain couldn't seperate the crap from the good stuff right now and it was unfair to everyone. the whip had stopped but the clamps kept moving on uninterrupted. something was rubbing against her ass but it wasn't His hand. it was making nice round circles and felt a little cool against her warm ass. it moved away quickly and came down hard on one of the Daddy's impressions.
"That is a hairbrush in case you were wondering honey. I have to admit you have calmed down nicely. I don't think I'll leave you hanging up there too much longer darling."
"thank You Daddy." she was close to cumming from all the attention. she wouldn't dare do that now as He was this close to letting her down. she was enjoying His closeness to her and it was letting the stress of the last few months seep out of her body. He felt her twitch and writhe next to Him and contemplated tossing her across the desk now. He waited though. He put the hair brush down and picked the paddle back up. Five minutes with the paddle would have her ass nice and red when she was lying face down on the desk. The sight always made Him fuck her harder. He watched the clock tick down out of the corner of one eye and watched her pussy shine from the moisture that was accumulating there. He stood under her so that she was draped over His shoulder when He cut her loose. The ropes went whirring to the floor and her arms slapped His back softly as He walked her over to the desk. He placed her on the floor and gave her a kiss before He spun her around and bent her over the desk.
He spread her legs and unfastened the clamp. The blood rushed back into her clit and and forced a moan from deep inside of her. He reached under her and massaged her breasts until He could tug on the clamps and unfasten them too. They vibrated to the floor and she giggled at the sound they made on the floor. He took off His shirt and unzipped His pants. He pulled His dick out of the boxer briefs He was wearing and then He was inside of her. It was a slow intrusion and every inch of Him was caressed in her folds as He passed deeper into her pussy. A mutual sigh escaped their lips and His hands slid over her ass and onto her hips. They moved together as fluidly and hurriedly as they could. she pushed off the desk a little to get in a better position to meet and return His thrusts. her heavy breasts kept swinging into her chest and began to shine with sweat. His hands left her hips and slid up to twists her sore nipples and fondle her breasts. He was enjoying her body pressed against Him. she was His little girl again and not His cranky doctor wife who was too stressed out to be flirty and enjoy her kids. she was His good little slut again, bending to His well and her own needs. His arms went up her sides and pressed down into her shoulders. He drove His dick into her as hard as He could until she was panting and begging Him to cum.
"Be a good girl and cum hard for Daddy," was all she needed Him to say before she happily obliged Him. she came so much a tiny puddle was forming underneath the two of them. He told her that He was about to cum as well and much to His surprise she pulled away from Him and dropped to her knees. her mouth fastened around His dick licking all traces of herself off of Him and sliding Him further and further into her throat. her hands reached up to make contact with other parts of Him and He grabbed them both enclosing her hands in His own. He fucked her mouth as her tongue traveled over Him slowly and firmly. she wanted Him to unload in her mouth but He kept her waiting for a while. He pummeled her mouth and jabbed at the back of her throat until she started moaning and excess saliva was dripping down her chin. It was that sight that made Him cum. He groaned loudly and then flooded her mouth. He kept squeezing her hands until He was done and then He let them go. He pulled out of her mouth and she smiled up at Him. He shook His head at her and picked her up. He sat her on the desk and watched her face crease for a moment as her ass adjusted to the throbbing pain she was now feeling. "Now don't force Me to bring you back down here again this month."
"okay i promise i won't force You but i might seduce You down here," she smiled at Him again as He walked back over to the robe He had placed her in to bring her downstairs. He got dressed and brought the red terry cloth robe to her. she slid it on and gave Him a hug. "thank You Daddy. i'm sorry for being such a pain."
He kissed her forehead and told her that He loved her and He never would let her do anything to hurt herself or their family and He asked her to not let Him do anything to harm them either. He would listen if she was concerned and hell she knew how to get Him to pay attention to her anyway. He flipped off the screens and led her back into the basement. They heard feet running above them and they tried not to laugh at the people who would be attacking them soon. He managed to shoo her up the steps before the first kid tackled Him. He played SuperDaddy until she came down from her shower. They switched out who was watching the children while He went up for His own shower. When He came down they were all in the kitchen making dinner. He gave her a swat on the butt and kissed her while the kids rolled their eyes. He sat down with the kids while she hummed away stirring and mixing things on the stove. she didn't always need to be reminded of her place with Him. Most of the time she was perfectly okay but breaking down the walls the stress created for her always brought them closer together. she winced a bit as a small body collided with hers trying to be helpful but she reached down and slung their daughter onto her hip instead of snapping as she had been doing. Surrendering to Him kept her sane and she was grateful He always knew what she needed even when she didn't. They would make love that night, connecting to each other tenderly but for now she was His and available to their kids again. Life was as it should be.
Labels: alphabet game, bdsm, Daddy, smut
wow can't believe it's been this long since i updated. i remember typing something at the airport but maybe it got lost in cyberspace. so what's new? our time off of work starts today and we don't go back till after the 1st of the year. YIPPEE! i am getting caught up on all of my paperwork there and will be done with it the first week we are back. getting used to be calling dr. red but i'm sure that will take some more time. actually thinking about getting personalized plates but i want to talk to Roaming Soldier about that first. i'm sure He'll approve but i still want to check in.
i've been tired lately. they gave me something to help with my ankle but one of the side effects is apparently me getting very sleepy very early. not that it's a bad thing but y'all know i can stay up indefinitely sometimes. other than that i've been staring at my boobs since i got home. they seem bigger than i remember them being but i can't prove that. it's probably just the shelf bra that i'm wearing. i got to talk to Roaming Soldier by the way. it was tuesday night at this point. He was very tired but He was also very flirty. helped to take out a kitty that evening. i miss Him y'all. i've been horny as a teenager sailor on shore leave. and i want Him home to reap the benefits of all that energy. i've had a few stories rushing around in my brain for Him too that i am going to work on now that i'm on "vacation" and of course that means i'll share them with you too.
say a prayer for all those soliders, like my Daddy, that will not be home with their families this holiday season. remember them and hug your loved ones tighter before you let them out of your sight. love ya all but it's time for bed.
red
.:Sunday, December 17, 2006:.
-and i love Him-okay this post will be short more than likely. i should so be sleeping but i made sure i did all the major things i needed to do for today (sunday) yesterday before i got back here. short of the wallets printing a bit weird at walgreens i'm good. well i don't have exactly what i wanted for my girlfriend that's in town but other than that i'm having a grand old time away from my place and from the responsibilities of my grown up life. but and this is a minor but in the grand scheme of things. because i crashed early last night i missed Roaming Soldier which would have been the highlight of the early morning hours of my birthday but it would have mean i didn't get the lovely email that greeted me instead. it inspired me to go searching the new song service i use to post stuff on the blog for the right song. i hope this works because the first song i was thinking of is nowhere to be found. i mean who could pass up reading these words from the Man they love:
"Today, I sit here and could never imagine My life without you in it. ...My big little girl, I love you and that will never change. you make Me smile through the tears, laugh through the pain, hope through all the sorrow."
believe me i wrote something equally sappy back. okay it's bedtime now.
Labels: Daddy, life is good, sappy
.:Friday, December 15, 2006:.
-the graduate has landed-it's ten o'clock. do you know where your resident submissive is hiding out? of course you don't because i never tell y'all that kind of stuff lol. i'm in my hotel room after a strange day. i woke up EARLY. i never do that when i am flying out. i got up and showered---revisit that never thing. i sealed up Daddy Bear and Elle (pronounced el-ee) for the trip---okay that's standard. i grabbed all the stuff i needed and loaded up the car. i stopped the paper, emptied the trash and then put a box of presents in the car to mail to the family. umm i can have productive moments but that was just ridiculous. i got the packages off, checked my luggage and got through security ninety minutes before the flight. again that's just not like me but when i finally started feeling like enough is enough i went for food only to find that my flight was going to be delayed until noon if i was lucky. well before i got to enjoy the food i bought i got summoned over to the gate lol and got booked onto a flight through st. louis and avoided the chicago drama altogether. i ended up getting here an hour ahead of time and got my car--no suv upgrade this time lol--but it's a step up from my car--same make just different model you know what i mean--and it was so cute. my hotel bed is lovely. the wireless connection is iffy but i'm glad to be connected at all because i want to be online just in case Roaming Soldier can log on.
there's a bridal party in the hotel this weekend. now please don't get offended by this because i love everyone really i do lol but there is nothing more humorous--well small children might be funnier--than a group of semi drunk, tired, chain smoking white folks. the men are flirty, the women just a little louder than normal and the entire group will share way too much information with perfect strangers. not that i would crash a wedding or reception but they gave me all the information i would need in case i was just that bored. i wish the bride and groom good luck even though they'll never see this lol because tomorrow is my birthday and you have to be wonderfully blessed if you do anything on the day i graced the world lol. my girlfriend will be here tomorrow and we are going to hang out and giggle before the big festivities. okay i think i've rambled on enough. gotta get over this eastern standard time thing.
see ya
red
Labels: life is good, random, silly
.:Wednesday, December 13, 2006:.
-what did you eat before bed?-the last few nights have been interesting, to say the least, in the mind of red. as i've gotten closer and closer to graduation (and my birthday yippee!) my brain has ventured further and further off my typical stressful dreams momentarily interuppted by strange events or kinky thoughts about Roaming Soldier. the last two nights to be precise have started off pretty normal only to turn into these intensely steamy sexual situations with literally no prompting. i've been super tired the last few nights so i've even managed to fall asleep early and it hasn't helped a bit in staving off the damn near pornographic images (even though last night had porn stars in it) from flooding my brain. normally when i have weird dreams people ask what i had to eat before i went to bed. well monday i had an orgasm and last night i had some ice cream but that's it. now where was i? okay so smutty dreams that don't start off that way. and there's no cheesy porno type lead in. i'm just minding my business and then boom naked and enjoying myself.
monday night i dreamt about being on a talk show with my girlfriends from undergrad. doesn't start off too bad. one is pregnant so she's at home getting ready to have her kid. the other three of us are sitting around talking about relationships, kids and sex potentially but nothing too intense. i'm getting bored, but i do that because i periodically have the shortest attention span known to man, and am very glad when someone finally yells cut and lets us leave for the day. i kiss them goodbye and hop in my car to head home. the driver pulls off and this is where it gets blurry. either i'm having sex with Roaming Soldier in the back of the limo while people are watching us or someone that RS knows is having sex with me while He watches and critiques the performance. now that first one is off in far far away land as far as potential to happen is concerned. that second one ROFLMAO i would absolutely stunned if RS was ever that willing to share His little girl. okay so yeah i wake up and shake my head after that and wonder what exactly brought that on.
last night i was in my house. nice huge house with a master bedroom that was so luscious i can see never wanting to leave it. the bathroom, only a girl who enjoys being in nice hot showers or long warm soaks could appreciate fully, was stunning and i found myself playing around in there longer than i anticipated. my husband, at least i am thinking it's Roaming Soldier but this person doesn't fit the height requirement lol, walks up behind me and starts hugging me at first. before i know it He's groping whatever He can get His hands on and then we're messing around on the floor before i go after my bottle. i'm enjoying it, He's DEFINITELY enjoying it and so for a moment we don't notice the bathroom door has opened and His friend is trying to pull me towards him and shove himself down my throat. i looked over at RS, who at this point is starting to look like Brian Pumper for some damn reason, and He still has His eyes closed i guess thinking i was going to get something to toy with Him with. the friend had been watching us and was close to getting off which is apparently why he wanted my mouth. before he could get it across my lips good RS got up and yanked him out of the bathroom and shut and locked the door. the friend is complaining that he was almost done and RS basically tells him that if he doesn't get away from the door in the next five seconds that He would be forced to hurt him. the interruption now over, i crawled over to Him and started sucking on my bottle again before i woke up--again shaking my head. anyone got any ideas what that's all about besides me being horny and wanting Him home?
all right moving on. i swear i hear and see the strangest things sometimes. now i don't hate kanye west but i would have to think twice about saving him if it meant he would keep putting out badly named records (i mean shouldn't you register late for classes BEFORE you drop out of college?). so imagine the giggle on my face as i read the article linked here (please click on the word here in bold to read the article). kanye done pissed off evel knievel and yes i meant to type it just like that lol. oh the giggles the giggles i tell you.
last night i watch the unit for a change instead of criminal intent. don't get me wrong i love CI but i hate it when bobby's not on there and he hasn't been on for a few weeks now. i know they brought back these other characters to give bobby a break but damn it i want bobby lol. okay moving on. it was a good storyline last night for both of the subplots. i enjoyed them both and i love looking at Jonas Blane and i guess it gave my Molly moments a boost. the whole black ops storyline was good too and i'm thinking our hapless pilot will be back on another episode.
Labels: dreams, random, smut, videos
.:Tuesday, December 12, 2006:.
-lol a present for y'all-i'm okay, just nothing on my mind except Roaming Soldier so i won't belabor that with y'all right now. enjoy the clip. the subtitles usually annoy me but given the accent she was working with they will be helpful for those of you that don't speak english as a native language and heck some of you that do lol.
.:Saturday, December 09, 2006:.
-i love this song and i miss Him-i don't have a lot to say tonight. it was a long day, productive but long. still no sign of the box and no sign of the letters He sent. i did get another letter calling me dr. velvet which made me scratch my head again. it's just random and it will take some getting used to. don't get me wrong i'm glad to be done but it's a little anti-climatic. it's been a huge focus and weight on my shoulders for five years and now in eight days i'll be in a fluffy hat and velvety sleeved robe waiting for my uber long hood to be put around my neck and draped down my back. ok that was so off tangent it is out of control. but really nothing much is going on red velvet land. i really just want to go to sleep and wake up with Him but since that won't be happening i'll just go back to vegging out until i put mom on a plane tomorrow.
love ya all
red
.:Thursday, December 07, 2006:.
-i'm just tired-the end of the post has lyrics to a song that has been stuck in my brain for the last 90 minutes or so. if you have seen blazing saddles then you will totally get the whole sound of it. if you haven't seen it, well damn it go see it. it's been a busy month already and plenty left to do. i'm leaving work early tomorrow to get my hair done but that little excursion aside i'm supposed to go to a work party after that, have sorority meeting and gathering on saturday and mom is leaving on sunday. now i will likely be riding the big toy after she leaves but until then i'm on a schedule not of my own choosing. then the damn post office has lost the box i was sending to Roaming Soldier. it took me two weeks to even get them to take the damn claim and then after someone finally called me back they were like ohhh we can't really look for it until a month has passed. why the fuck would i want the box back then? pardon my language but that is just foolishness. so i am already putting a new box together for Him and will send it out probably on Monday. but the mail He has been sending me isn't getting here either. i could go on this long tangent about how someone at the post office hates me but that would just take more energy than i'm willing to expend. it just makes me very sad and makes me miss Him more. okay i'm gonna stop now before i get more mopey than i am right now.
Here I stand, the goddess of Desire,
set men on fire,
I have this power,
morning noon and night it's drink and dancing,
some quick romancing,
and then a quick shower,
stage door johnnies always surround me,
they always hound me,
with one request,
who can satisfy their lustful habits,
I'm not a rabbit!
I need some rest!
I'm tired,
sick and tired of love,
I've had my fill of love,
from below and above,
tired,
tired of being admired,
tired of love uninspired,
let's face it,
I'm tired!
I've been with 1000's of men,
again and again,
they promise the moon,
they always coming and going,
going and coming,
and always too soon!
Right girls?
I'm tired,
tired of playing the game,
ain't it a crying shame?
I'm so tired,
God dammit I'm tired!
Hello cowboy, what's your name?
Tex 'mam
Tex 'mam ? Tell me Tex'mam, are you in show business?
No
We'll then why don't you get your freaking feet off here
La ha
Ah ha he hu...
Hello handsome, is that a 10 gallon hat? Or are you just enjoying the show?
Ah ha ah...
Oh miss lilly, oh my laby, oh my pussy cat, put it there baby, put it... ohhhhh
I'm tired,
tired of playing the game,
ain't it a crying shame,
I'm so tired
[soldiers:]
she's tired
-she's tired
sick and tired of love
-give her a break
she's had her fill of love
-she's not a snake
from bellow and above
-can't you see she's sick?
tired
-she's bushed
tired of being admired
-let her alone
tired of love uninspired
-get off the phone
she's tired
-don't you know she's pooped?
I've been with 1000's of men,
again and again,
they sing the same toon,
the start with Byron and Shelly,
and jump on your belly,
and bust your ballon!
aye!
tired,
tired of playing the game,
ain't it a freakin shame,
I'm so...
let's face it,
everything below the waste is kapput!
Labels: random
.:Sunday, December 03, 2006:.
-where or where did red velvet go-i swear i didn't mean to vanish. between being horny and the snow and annoyance at my office i was distracted. i killed more kittens lately than i have in quite a while and there was still so much work to freaking do that really i wanted to throw a tantrum and turn into the next Cyndi Sheehan. "bring back my Dom, bring back my Dom!" but i figured that would probably end up getting Him in unneccessary trouble so i just took out another kitten. the sleet and rain came down on thursday before turning into snow and making sure i didn't have to go to work on friday. but i still had to drive out of town and surprisingly most of the highway was clear in my immediate area and then outside of the city it was great. i spent the last two nights there and whenever i thought about blogging i went "eh no" and decided not to. i was in a meeting for about twelve hours yesterday which was fine all in all. it was a good meeting and i left being rejuvenated but entirely too tired to drive home. hotel bed was good again. but the best part of being gone was just getting some rest and some quiet. okay that wasn't the best thing. the best thing was an unexpected--aren't they all unexpected at this point?--and too short conversation with Roaming Soldier. it was perhaps the last time that i was incredibly horny and able to talk to Him and i have to blame the song that you can click below. i have this oral fixation that is acting up so badly right now. when i heard the end of this song it just made things worse and i told Him about it. bad little girl i know but He was happy that my mind was spinning in that direction and still focused on Him. so yeah the kitten that died today died because i was thinking about my bottle and Him and all the different ways that could make Him very happy. anyway go enjoy the music and Daddy if You are able to click the link just remember what i said the other night. just need You home and we are gonna have so much fun.
Labels: dead kitties, introspective, life is good, silly, videos
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Yes i really AM a Black woman. i am a masochistic submissive who will perpetually find herself in service to a sadistic Dom. He makes all of this make sense. Because of the experiences i've had, i'm quite positive that when and if i marry it will be to someone that is my Dom/Daddy/Master whatever you want to call it. That may not be anytime soon but 24/7 is what i'm looking for in the future.
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