oh my own, this isn't how it was supposed to end..

Friday, March 23, 2012 1 comment
sorry when i typed in the title i started singing. we haven't split up, i just like the song. i'm by myself because someone is still gone and mom left on Tuesday quite unexpectedly to head to my brother's place. so it's just been me and a rainy week. my hair hasn't appreciated it in the slightest. trying to decide if i am going to take my hairdresser's advice and start transitioning to natural. i CANNOT whack it all off. it's taken too long to grow it out in the first place and keep it healthy so can't negate all that progress and hope for the best. i really don't have much to say lol, was just stopping in when i had a moment instead of forgetting about it like i normally do. how is everyone? heck i don't even know if anyone is reading this anymore. ahh well, see ya later.

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once a month, could be worse

Sunday, March 11, 2012 No comments
i haven't had much in the way of updates. more of a dilemma really. still trying to get mom out to visit my adorable nieces before i'm branded the worst sister ever but damn flights have gotten INSANE in the last few months. nothing much to update with Him. we aren't talking regularly and when we do it's hard not to fight. He doesn't want us to split up and is convinced He'll be back. He's been gone since the end of November and with the exception of a skype call we haven't seen each other at all since. His plans are still stalled and i'm about eight shades past fed up. years of waiting for RS and now Him has me at the end of my romantic rope. and then i saw something that just irked my nerves lol. i was ready to move forward with the book stuff and i hear that Paypal is nixing any indy booksellers that carry adult content they deem inappropriate which would definitely include my stories. frustrated a bit. any ideas?

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