Right now it would do my heart and pussy a world of joy if I could spend a long weekend at a B&B set up for kinky play with four of my favorite exes under the direction of a Dom skilled at mindfucking. After I got in and was settled, I'd be allowed enough time to shower and prepare myself before most of my clothing would be jacked for the rest of the weekend. After that I would be under the control of Dom and at the whim of my playmates. Any combination, position, service they demanded would have to be provided. I anticipate some cum soaked, filled, massive quantity swallowed before it was all done. I'd be photographed, taped, bitten, discussed as if I wasn't present, talked to as if my only purpose in life was to be used well by men, debased, sore, bruised, exhausted and blissful before I finally took my last shower and turned back into nerdy lady and boarded my flight home.
Or it would be a tiny slice of heaven if I could let my brain collapse into a daydream about being underneath a strong backed stronger mind iron willed man while being fucked so slowly it damn near hurts while they growl naughty things in my hear and choke me until tears are streaming from my eyes.
I need someone who senses not only my hunger for their dick but my desperation for their strength to alleviate the need for my own. Someone strong enough to protect, direct and inflict things on me that emanate from that dark place in both of our brains. Must go let kittens leave this mortal coil now lol.