And in subbie girl news....

Sunday, April 20, 2014 No comments
Life has been interesting around these parts lately.  I am thoroughly enjoying my submission again.  For those of you that have been around for a while you know that hasn't always been the case around here.  I get defeated when it feels like things aren't quite sinking up the way I want them.  And let's face I am still sleeping alone but I'm not sleeping horny very much as of late.  So much stimulation that if I wasn't wired the way I was it would be total overkill.  Instead I'm a little hypervigilant about opportunities to make myself cum.  In my office, while driving, at the gym--admittedly I haven't been there much, at home in bed, surfing the internet wherever.  You may wonder what my orgasms have to do with my submission and let me just say that the ability to make me cum hard is a skill set any future Dom must possess.  If I can get myself off more often and with more intensity than you can then we got a tiny issue.  Plus my orgasms are largely mental.  Owning me usually requires dancing around in my brain with some authority and ease. Pushing me as far as you can in a way that makes us both ridiculously happy.  When I go in it's all in and you can control nearly everything about my world.  Ok that's not really true.  There's still some stuff that I have to handle independent of Dom not because I don't want Him to take care of it but because there is no way for him to do those things.  I enjoy relinquishing as much control as I can though and I'm looking forward to the day that I can introduce you to a new cast mate (see the list up on one of the bars lol) who is making me cum and sink into that happy place that subs find when they are safe and at peace.

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Ok Dream Fairy You Got Me

Sunday, April 06, 2014 No comments
this will be a quickie.  I just need to record what I can remember from last night's crazy dreams before I completely forge them.

In the first very random dream I was flying to meet someone I want to see naked and they surprised me by being on my first leg out of town.  I felt their hand on my shoulder before I heard their voice and got all creamy between my thighs.  Somehow or other he managed to work a hole in the chair that wasn't noticeable under the little draping.  He teased my spine whenever he felt like it and then said he'd have to meet me at our final destination because we weren't on the same flight.  I got there early, went to a whirlpool to relax and was enjoying the heat.  Either I took off my top or I wasn't wearing one to begin with as I noticed a woman staring at me like she knew me and was angry at me for something I did.  She ran over fully clothed and jumped into whirlpool splashing me and then getting up still staring at me walking away while a friend apologized for her bad behavior.  A short time later someone who looks like a student jumps in babbling a million miles a minute and then kisses me shortly before another young person said hey I didn't know you'd be here.  I am skipping grad school and going to the police academy.  After both of them left, I started relaxing in the steam again and then I heard his voice which made me smile and then I woke up.

Second dream if I could skip a part of forever I would but yeah no such luck.  I came home from a trip to see my kitchen in total disarray.  I went looking for mom and found her in her bed with a guest who barrel rolled out of the bed and hid as I sort of threw up in my mouth a little.  She told me what had happened to the kitchen and I ran downstairs (so clearly not my house now) to see for myself and was just pissed she hadn't had work started to get it fixed.  One part of the floor was wrecked, the leak was bigger than I thought and due to bad construction.  I left cause I was pissed and somehow ended up with the man that made me all tingly in the first dream cause now he's local somehow.  We were watching a show on tv and bantering back and forth while I relaxed in my panties and over sized t-shirt and ate the best frozen yogurt like ever.  We insulted each other, he pulled me closer to him and then I did that really contented girl sigh that we sometimes do that I really hate when it comes out of me.  Shortly after that I woke up.

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