i’m making my peace with Youand it’s my peace to make not Yoursi fully recognize thatYou don’t owe me a thingmy disappointments are my own to well owni made You into someone that You never promised to beYou did what said and no moresometimes maybe a little lessbut You never gave me illusions of what […]
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My life is so vanilla right now. It’s been raining hard as all get out here for days and while once before that would send me into a state of arousal, now I’m just hoping it doesn’t flood, the roof doesn’t cave in or that I don’t catch a cold. No erotic daydreams of climbing
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i’ll start with what i can remember from the dream first because it’s late and i’m prone to ramble. well it’s not really late. i had a dream a few nights ago that i found a turbo sized vibrator in the middle of my dad’s old house. i took it to the room because i
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i spoke with my nieces. no matter how i’m feeling they always make me giggle for a while. i’ve been feeling funky all day for no apparent reason. i made ice cream and that took forever for some reason but it’s freezing now. i got the herbs planted and figured out how to set up
i’m not superman but my brain has taken flight this evening. i hate Mondays, i tend to feel the worst getting my body geared up on Mondays. Hasn’t mattered what is happening the days after or the days before me and Mondays fight. Today was no different, i felt funky last night, felt like crap
clearly i’m bored lol. nothing is going on here right now. i am watching wwe smackdown for a change–normally we don’t have the cw so this is just odd. the channel the cd is on is normally a preview channel. the network doesn’t seem to have a perpetual slot just yet but whatever. all i
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well i disappeared now didn’t i? last week was hectic and i was still on call which i hate lol and then thankfully it was over. which is fine in the grand scheme of things but last friday was the anniversary of my father’s death. it’s always a weird day. some years i’m okay and
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see how much more fun it would have been to say that if someone was home in bed WITH me instead of just me the bears and the elephant. i called in this morning because my body is just too run down right now. i keep working and working and working so eventually that had
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hey folks not sure how long this will be. i am feeling kind of off today. while i normally try to catch a little more sleep every morning after my first alarm, this morning after i done everything but put on my pants and shoes i climbed back in bed again and had to fight
