the thing of important to note for today is i am calm. calm in a way that i haven't been in a while. i do wish, as i said before, that i could be there to take care of Emperor as He gets better but i haven't been this peaceful about Him and us in a while. it may not last more than a few days or weeks but i am quite glad that i know and have been taken under the wing of Emperor. i have been under ex-watch apparently as several of my ex's have resurfaced the last few days. while i still have a friendly fondness for them, well some of them, teh rampant flirtation and overt sexual innuendo that was often present in my dialogue with them has evaporated. while i KNOW one would turn me inside out if i let him, i don't want him. i want to act out the dreams i've been having about Emperor. some totally x-rated, some doting, all ending up with me and Him incredibly happy. hmm when i am dreaming about Him i am happier lol i just thought about that. i'll have to keep working on that.
off tangent but still funny. i got an email about making my own personalized m&m's. i picked out colors and typed in my phrases and got a nasty message from the automated service that they would not print any questionable phrases on the candy roflmao. what's so objectionable about "Master spanks" and "pet thanks" i wonder lol. the only thing that worked for me that i liked was "Master rules" and "pet obeys" but as i don't dig m&m's that much i have to see if He wants some of them otherwise i'll drop the idea. i don't need four bags of m&m's lol. at least four bags without nuts, mmmmmmmmmhhhmmmmm nuts
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Wow!! You're into a very interesting mood...LOLOLOL... M&M... personalized.. that's an idea...LOLOL I like that...;-))
ReplyDeletelol interesting is a good word for it, i think after i can shake off the stress (i mean mom) that thoughts of Him make me happy and calm, hey if anyone wants red and white m&m's let me know--we'll split the costs ROFLMAO.
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