I don't always post things when I think about them originally. Sometimes I'm trying to decide if it's worth the effort of posting cause between work and life a girl gets tired. Other times I'm trying to figure out if by posting I might hurt someone's feelings which really no matter how we parted ways I tend to not want to do. Every blue moon I might be worried about embarrassing myself but hell I've done that enough to not be worried about it anymore.
So I was thinking to myself the last few days that I haven't been legitimately horny in months. I have seen beautiful people in that time. Interacted, well by messages, with my partners and jack squat. Save a few weeks after I came back from Amsterdam there has been literally no burning desire in me to do anything with anyone including myself. I used to masturbate to get to sleep sometimes and yeah that has sounded exhausting as of late and I just roll over and go to bed.
