i woke up randomly today. i shouldn't say woke up. i never really went to sleep. i was on my way to sleep and then all of a sudden i was wide awake. i logged into fetlife for the first time in a long time and was surprised there were three friend requests and no messages from would friends. i didn't ignore them or accept them. if i don't interact then it doesn't matter in my brain. i was able to do a quick check in on folks and went on back to my life. i think that will get me through for another extended period of time. i've been having some weird sleep issues outside of this bout of insomnia. some time last week i had a very vivid dream that a young ish dominique simone was being fucked by a pretty basic fuck machine set up while some very lucky dude was licking her clit. and in the dream i was masturbating like crazy which is what ended up waking me up. then a few days after that i had a weird round of sleep paralysis that originally felt like someone was trying to kill me and then to have sex with me. i've been masturbating a bit more than "normal" but i think that just means i'm coming out of my breakup haze. i've read a few kink inspired books in that time as well and i didn't dream about someone in particular. i haven't felt a longing for anyone in particular either. i'm ready for the new person. i still think he'll have an accent for some reason but it could be southern just as easily as it could be international.
insomnia thy name is fuck you very much
Wednesday, September 21, 2022

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